That said, there have been some silver linings. My family has been immensely supportive. I have a better plan now than I did a week ago. And I'm feeling decent enough today to write this post.
I also recently did some rethinking of my journaling system, if it can be called that. I keep a diary that I write in the majority of days, and everything else is negotiable: sometimes I need a planner, sometimes I try out various specialty journals. This time, I am trying to keep things relatively condensed. I've been carrying around a notebook cover containing my diary, a calendar, and an "everything" notebook. I used an elastic cord to tie in the calendar in the middle the way the Traveler's Notebooks do that. I also put together a mini binder (personal/bible size, the paper being 95 mm x 170 mm) containing some planning sheets, some blank paper for me to write down things I want to keep on hand, and some random fun stuff I hole-punched. I may add some photos to this post later.